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Mausoleum [1995​-​2020]

by Hasenfang

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1.
The End 04:39
A hand to a mouth it's like feeding Sheep in the field with a candyman And all head's are turned to the same dream The same ones they think that we'll understand Yet the world turns and the stars form tracers The sun and the moon twirl faster and faster around Pacing itself for repeating destination So firmly to the ground Here we go again Spin & spin to win The various, spontaneous Oblivious, outrageous Nothing at the end So toss the seeds, and make sure of your word The early bird gets the worm Revolving over and over Welcome to the end... Spit-balling until finally your turn Shake the leaves in the forest Hoping the apples will fall into your hands Welcome to your personal Race Rat You've made one step closer to the end Here we go again Spin & spin to win The various, spontaneous Oblivious, outrageous Nothing at the end There we go again Spin & spin to win The various, spontaneous Oblivious, outrageous Nothing at the end Welcome to the end...
2.
As I greeted you with shaking hands I couldn’t quite believe; as if I've been deceived With a tally up over your shroud Your feet so sorely ground Your head above the clouds Now the verbs and vowels are shuttered down From that life; the clown Holding a sinner’s crown And it frightens me, to grieve these deeds Nor to ever leave just how it came to be But now the loosening to hold From your soporific glow This time has called to dissolve All deep attraction in my soul Just as a stone to throw I'll gravely let you go And to that blackened sea Will falsely set you free [chorus] On the written words we shared that day Knowing the cost was weighed It's just the price we paid To that wicked dream I tried to cling And though for naught it'd bring I'd give you everything I would give another go to show But now that ribbon's cut And every portal shut Forging on the fool's play wasn't wise Yet such a kingly prize; Those eyes I've rhapsodized But now the truth has been unscrolled From from the depths of the untold Setting secrets all afire In a height so long desired As a winged-man to the sun Who thought that his flight had you won And from his fateful claim Now ever falls aflame All out heartache, you're adored; But such a shock to weep in horror, as One and two and three and four My heaven's gate was at hell's door [chorus] On the written words we shared that day Knowing the cost was weighed It's just the price we paid To that wicked dream I tried to cling And though for naught it'd bring I'd give you everything
3.
Oh, goddess! So there you are Oh now you're nor that far away From me, my love, my dear Oh please, will you come here Well you do, but you really don't Well you will, but you really won't, I know To say that you feel the same But I know that it's shame to blame, I know My goddess, where did you go? I fear that I can't see you anymore Oh please, don't go leavin' me alone Will you be coming here again? Well you do, but you really don't Well you will, but you really won't, I know To say that you feel the same But I know that it's shame to blame, I know
4.
Peter Lorre 02:49
Wow! You've got the round, you've got the swound To make the darkness feel great Now! You're underground, and yet the sound Of footsteps in still enchanting Wear that cloak and hat, adorned in black And make the great shadow fate How your voice, non-drone, chills to the bone And fairs the pale white night. Well, you still got it, boy. You still got it, man Your creation, of madness and sadness Well, you still got it, bitch. You still got it, dude In my bluntness, you're quite psychopathic Oh! How silly me! How stupid I am To say "You're better than Bogart!" Shoot me in the face, beat me to a pulp With that M-mark on your back Wear that cloak and hat, adorned in black And make the great shadow fate How your voice, non-drone, chills to the bone And fairs the pale white night. Well, you still got it, boy. You still got it, man Your creation, of madness and sadness Well, you still got it, bitch. You still got it, dude In my bluntness, you're quite psychopathic
5.
On My Way 02:56
Well, my friend, there's still a lot of things to learn So, my friend, there's still a lot of leaves to turn Another look, before take the final flight A look again, in hopes to never say goodbye I'm, I'm, I'm, I'm on my way...
6.
Downtown 05:22
So here we are, my little psycho friends, with our heads on the floor And the spirals and circling faster now, as we enjoy the tracer lines And we polished off the wine, let's brew another pot of coffee Light a cigarette and laugh of stupid jokes And the plants are dying And the lines on our faces getting clear And it's not the fluorescent lights So here we stand, with our money in our hands And the people are walking round and round We're going downtown! And the moon reflects the sun And the snow reflects the moon And the your face reflects the glimmer of the snow And my eye's reflecting you So here we stand, with our money in our hands And the people walking round and round and round We're going downtown!
7.
Melt under moon rays, in its starry light Pluck plums from this twisted tree, under purple skies I look at you and smile a while, ago in memories disbelief "So, what's the truth here?" you say to me "And what is there of intrigue in this mockery of mental disbelief? You try to find a way, to stay and play here With emotions in your head, to try have me When you know that you don't" you smiled, and said Little man, so spic and span, say the words as best you can And move over, for feeling free, is ready to slip in Little man, so fat and flam, say the words as fast you can And maybe the cat won't catch your tongue this time And I'll be listening Crushing myself, intensely, upon these virgin words Escaping from own mouth; a thousand slurs I wonder through the pages of unwritten poetic themes To maybe catch your eyes upon me, with intrigue Little man, so spic and span, say the words as best you can And move over, for feeling free, is ready to slip in Little man, so fat and flam, say the words as fast you can And maybe the cat won't catch your tongue this time And I'll be listening Little man, so spic and span, clean the world as best you can And move over, for feeling free, is ready to slip in Little man, so fat and flam, say the words as fast you can And maybe the cat won't catch your tongue this time And I'll be listening So "I believe in everything" Means "I believe in you" And though it whispers from my lips I want to hear it too ...I want to hear it too...
8.
Absinthe 04:19
hark the words upon my skin the fabled fairy crawls within i’ll pour another stinging dose into my body so morose mixing deep this toxic art infusing and shall never part out through foul memories so unkind erasing you out of my mind time! feel so close, pulled far away it’s just another game we play lies! shaking all foundations down and we shall fall to pieces dreaming back to floating days sunken now in emerald haze sugar-cubed and watered down and wearing through; you're musty gowned spirits rise with howling winds sprawling out and so unhinged wormwood wracking beating veins shackled hard in anise chains slide! gliding down, deeper in bounds this agony simply surrounds hide! harrowing these foolish flames now locked inside forever
9.
Violets 05:11
To catch a smile upon your face Is the treasure that I hunt for But it's hard when my eyes are on the ground Like there's painted words on the floor I don't mean to be this way When in fact I really do So I'll just try to leave it all up to heaven And all I ever really want Is to know that you're around All I ever really want is to push this pain When you're away from me To catch your eyes and know the same Is coming from you inside Lies over me with sunlit rays And violets undermined Who am I to kid this way With things I cannot find I'll just try to leave it all up to heaven And all I ever really want Is to know that I'm your clown All I ever really want is to push this pain When you're away from me And all I ever really want Is to know that you're around And all I ever really want Is to know that I'm your clown All I ever really want Is to know this dream is true All I ever really want is you
10.
Forever 03:39
I want to hold you into my arms forever I need you here, your body endlessly Of roses and of crosses, jewels and other flowers These sweet and haunting dreams of you come back to me You float off in my heart; a blood filled endless sea And even though apart you're still that much to me Black eyes, black lips, pale skin and dark clothes Night till the sunrise, loving you forever Black light, blind sight, still this hunger for you grows And in our arms we'll sleep away the century together Yet this numbed life I have bears a trembling hear and trembling hands When the rocks have all turned to sand, here we shall both stand forever Here we lay, here we sleep Here we died and here we breathed Angel hair and angel eyes Under a darkened moon Enclose the sky! The darkness comes, the darkness grows The darkness bleeds what we need Let renaissance and rosaries Blend in our hearts and never die They stay with us forever
11.
The Long Run 04:55
Highway stretch, feeding on our yesterday How I mused with nothing more than that silent games we played Passing yellow; Onward, heading home And you resting through the way chilled me to the bone We're distracted, but together now And neglected, but together now Suffocated, but together now Amputated, but together now Moving onward, but together now Sighting starboard, but together now What I have feared, we're together now Although you're not here, we're together now Fading now, all my wanted memories How I held on to the lies that I led to believe Failing changes, failing luck & hope And above all, failing you, for things I couldn't cope Holding down my thoughts of sin Holding to my will to live Holding on all of what seems true Holding out on all the moods Watching sunsets fade away On this ride with you today Stroking your hair; why defend? Knowing this all soon will end
12.
Ghost 05:30
Frozen breath across the air Holding tight, yet without a care I so regret; still to disapprove Have you ever loved a scar that you can't remove? Night winds call from stars above Yet never reaching us upon thereof Wishful thinking, water dropping coins Saddened partings will soon be rejoined [chorus] Faithfully flail gone, every time, on cue And still I can't escape the ghost of you Of all the lies and everything that's true Yet here I can't escape the ghost of you You sit close, hand reach away A whitened shroud your skin like clay Though warmth in rays, that sultry guise At holding in all those tearful cries [chorus] A reaching out, caressing cheeks so hue Oh how I can't escape the ghost of you Return a loathsome scraping misconstrue To know I can't escape the ghost of you A praise in strength, in all for where it's due I mean, I can't escape the ghost of you From cheerful high down to lowest blue It seems I can't escape the ghost of you
13.
Foolish Love 05:25
Hey you there, mind if I stare? I'm sensing that you're surely Heaven's wonderful message from above Oh, my bleeding heart; this foolish love Not to scare, weary to wear You're nothing short of filling up The cure for everyone who's nightmares shove Oh, my heart's been warned; this foolish love Fairy tales like this never end up well, I've been told & Even though I shall always root for you, my hand folds Hey you there, frosted so fair This screen is showing pictures of you With the necklace bearing that treasured dove Oh, I must let go; this foolish love
14.
Spiral, sweetness, glow How you move, so close Show me home Take me home It's everywhere you go
15.
Suzanne 02:37
Are you wondering who I am, Suzanne? Are you wondering where I am, Suzanne? And if I'll try to call you soon, Suzanne? Or if I'll even talk to you, Suzanne Suzanne, Suzanne... Well let me ask a thing or two, Suzanne. If it doesn't bother you, Suzanne. Have you tried to do the same, Suzanne? Have you tried to make a move, Suzanne Suzanne, Suzanne... Well, I've been sitting here for forty days, Straight on through And I'm sure getting tired from all this glaring But I'll wait here another forty nights just to see you, Suzanne Well, if it's true, I'll see you soon And then we can conclude That all our aching was mistaking nothing And if it true, we'll see it through Just as we wished it to, Suzanne In any way you think I could, Suzanne In any way you think I should, Suzanne In any way you think I can, Suzanne I'll be the man you've dreamed I am Suzanne, Suzanne, Suzanne
16.
Echoing 05:20
All the time I caught you wandering All around, walking aimlessly All the sounds I whispered hauntingly Are on the ground Cause they casually all came echoing down All the time you caught me wandering All around, walking aimlessly All the sounds you whispered hauntingly Is underground Causes, naturally, all came echoing down It all comes echoing down...
17.
So Far Under 04:26
Rant, and rave, and toil, and scream Been thinking about you well beyond my dreams Looking back again to our sequel greet That started up surprises on these dismal streets Head to toe in black; you're a lovely scene Looking like a goddess from a magazine Heavy, hearty night surely starting fine Tasty sample tray with a glass of wine Could she be the one? Is it really true? Stand so close to you, while we're tapping shoes Caught you once before in a friendly fade Meet you one time more past that masquerade Darkened room displayed in a lighted stream That showers upon you in red & blue & green Seems these other mothas haven't got a clue Is this all for real? And I can't believe it's you! Possibly or maybe and it's rightly so We contemplate our action with a mature flow All around us lightly dimming harder heats Feel our hearts a-pumping while stature depletes Fairly or uncertain is the cosmic beat Your silence when unspoken is a dismal treat Even more delightful in between the bars We’re heading in for outcome, as we're counting stars, again [chorus] With those eyes so bright, wild hair pinned tight I have viewed with might, your dance to mystic thunder Were our feelings right? Now an endless trite One of many nights, where we're so far under How I spotted you, as the brimming grew You have felt it too, and it's all a wonder Were it stay-home plights, or at outing sites Always doomed to spite; cause as we so far under [chorus] Eyes a gleaming floe, looking to and fro Through the jokes we stow, our innuendos plunder Observation keen, corner pupils seen We will stride unclean, when it's so far under With those moves offhand, You're a wonderland And your beauty's grand, with your lightened umber As we're spinning round, to that grinding sound Saints become unwound, to be so far under [chorus] I have played a fool, selfishly uncool Adding to the fuel, now it's all a blunder With a thriller chill, and a trickster skill Cautiously will spill, ever so far under Anytime of day, in that rainbow gray Should we kneel and pray, as we're torn asunder Sour as it seems, live it all in dreams Where your sunshine beams, never so far under
18.
[instrumental]
19.
Jean 03:46
Jean, I'm here to let you know And Jean, this feeling never goes away Though you never had the chance To know how I feel about you, now... Jean, I wish to hold you tight And Jean, I wish with all my might And Jean, I wish I never had to let you know About not letting you go, now... Jean, I know this song's fucked up And Jean, here's where it gets fucked up more Jean, I'm going to break into a bunch of noise To let you know, now... Jean, just go and break my heart And Jean, I'm use to it by now And Jean, just walk away from me And Jean, I don't really care anymore... Anymore... Anymore...
20.
It's okay, look away Just keep your face In a different direction As I'm passing by It's okay I'll behave Just keep your face down Wear that long frown As I'm passing by But first, let me tell you a story Of this one that I loved, so dearly so With golden hair of sunshine And sweet eyes, that were untold She bared a deep smile in the snow Along with her skin so soft She made my crying heart glow I cannot risk another love affair like hers Why should I wish at all? For it's all absurd For everything I ever loved Has gone away from me And gone astray from me She bared a deep smile in the snow Along with her skin so soft She made my crying heart glow I wanted to give her everything But couldn't even say things She wanted to hear, So why she damned me I guess I should know... So it's okay, look away Just keep your face In a different direction As I'm passing by It's okay I'll behave Keep your face down Wear that long frown As I'm passing by So it's okay, I'll behave Keep your face In a different direction As I'm passing by It's okay look away Keep your face down Wear that long frown As I'm passing by
21.
Attractive as the Valkyrie lore Your stout stance on this rocky shore All rubbish thrown, their lies so cold You take it all so brave and bold You draw thought in which ramifies Though I'll fall for what mystifies Those sapphire seas & cyan skies Electrified blueberry eyes Your beauty's full in physical Your beauty's full in mind & soul On this triad you're bountiful No words explain how beautiful Eternal swarms upon all lands Wishing to hold your slender hands Admiring to visualize Electrified blueberry eyes Could you focus on rest then? (sleep through) Would you ever dream again? All aspects of their tactics underplayed Every list of who offends (at you) Every wall a camera lens And eyeing you from half a world away Eons of wait tear the rainbow Found ebbing want glides to and fro As you begin to rest at night I heed your words with morning light
22.
On the bleak night of October 8th A small group of heavily intoxicated scientist Came up with the idea to invent a chewing gum That never goes hard or clumpy in your mouth They decided the best color for this gum be a tie-dye swirl Of deep purple and lime green [It's radioactive!] The chewing gum that never hards or never clumps... Now here we have little Susie and little Johnny Sitting around and playing such fun games As hopscotch and jacks, in the park And do we wonder; Do they have that fun-loving chewing gum In their mouths, such as all the other kids do? You bet they do! But, oh no! A side effect has occurred! Now little Susie's and little Johnny's, nationwide, Have changed into a color of deep purple and lime green All of their own Shifting and twisting, they mold into an orcish like blob All hair is lost upon the body Their eyes have melted into one gigantic cyclops Within the middle of their foreheads And their tongues spit venomous juices Our nation's guard have been called out To kill our own nation's young No folks, I'm afraid there's no Superman for today....
23.
Sleep, I don't mind Dream of sugar plums dancing Sleep where you hide Dream; gingerbread men laughing I don't know I don't care I don't know When and where Sleep, I don't mind Dream, brag and bite Sleep where you hide Dream, wave the lights I don't know When and why I don't care...
24.
Cloves 05:07
a torn and bleak echo exemplify the pondering on memory over partial time the years now clamp in twisted trials by your tribulation stretching out from console light these voiceless screams ringing the veins inside & how the demons reign when the temptations' high a trailing down to rather close your eyes for than to lift then up and offer lacking guise you want to take her by the hands desires come with dire plans this bitterness in motion; a fluke infatuation visioned vices grope upon your functions which soon mope you into webs of the weaver restless whispers speak: condemning voices as you sleep you try to dull them all, but you need her a sacred oath would die to keep those bound-locked chains! and still you'd strike a clove to greet that haunting day you're a ridged ghoul, posing a statue stance though pumping neon blood watching her club floor dance your spoken words are spoken all alone to walls of silent, sturdy, scratched-up, solid stone to key in the code as to unlock the prize ask are her feelings the same, which she's entombed inside to take away this pain or take away this plight a daze of finer times, to times dressed up in white plea for release to snowflake sky to let her loose as ravens fly here winter holds you colder that frosty friend-forgetter jolt upon your soul a rushing blaze of drowning senses as your world starts to teeter a listless gaze retorts you in the mirror & yet you'd crawl one hundred miles just to feel her this lust-filled longing lie that ties the noose in place and still you'd strike a clove to win that night embrace
25.
Ashes 03:10
A broken doll, lies in my mind A shattered doll, speaking baby words Spin around, a music box in rhyme A ballroom dance, in cob-webbed blurs Ashes to ashes, is what she'll become Dust to dust, it's all said for done Cause I'll be smiling, right by her side In the end, if there is one A broken heart, sown up "Back again?" A shallow heart sinks much deeper now With sour words, upon sweetened lips Towered in this wall of throns Why do I see her? Why do I want to believe with her? Ending now, if there is an end...
26.
Of course, it's not for me to say But I'll speak words to you anyways The feelings' flow out like butterflies Your charm has caught me by surprise Once again, I shout it out But not your name; don't moan and pout I'll take you this time, with some shock So make sure that your heart's unlocked You never spoke of memories, open lies or fantasies So take your foot out of your mouth I'll play along until you're out Of all those stories that grab my ears Shake me around, release my fears And win my stomach's twisted snake: All tied and bound for what you create. It's not for me to say But I'll let you in on it, anyway I think you're from another world Your ascension's higher, O' Little Girl The only thing, I'll surely say, Surpassing your beauty, from day to day, Is the way you speak, it stimulates My mind and soul, for heaven sake You never spoke of memories, open lies or fantasies So take your foot out of your mouth I'll play along until you're out Of all those stories that grab my ears Shake me around, release my fears And win my stomach's twisted snake: All tied and bound for what you create. What will you say to me? I let it out for all to hear For you to hear What will you say? What?
27.
February girl, why live your life so alone? Water bearing girl, a heart encased in fragile stone I want to be the one The one that tries to break on through I want to be the one The one that tries to break into, break on through for you February girl, you know your face is beautiful? Water bearing girl, you know your eyes are deep and true? I want to be the one The one that tries to swim on through I want to be the one The one that tries to swim into, swim on through for you I want to be the one The one that tries to break into I want to be the one The one that tries to break in through, break on through to you I want to be the one The one that tries to swim into The one that tries to swim into, swim on through for you
28.
The Beast 03:00
Step away, my beauty For the stench of me is foul My eyes are blood red stains of life My fur is matted down This black oil that moves through my veins Is just as thick as glue My fingers are protruding claws And moving towards you I'm so cold. I'm so cruel Forgive me, if I'm honest But you have led me astray To take this veil of refuge And make sure it's torn away To comment you, on how I feel; I'm a beast. You seem to move in silence Cause you seem to watch me move This twisted, shattered mess Who only wants to speak to you Your heart will take in nothing For I'm nothing in your eyes Heaven forbid I'm allowed Just five minutes of your time I'm so old. I'm so crude A moments notice to give My cryptic words of dread The monster that I am Has let it all go to my head To come at you, with this ordeal; I'm a beast To come at you... I'm a beast.
29.
Wishes 04:41
Hidden along and miles away Perfectingly on this traveled scene A holding hand of flowers Mixing in with these moonlit dreams A toiled make-up, all to make over All to the sounds these pleasantries It's making my head rush, as if hungover In photogenic shot possibilities Moving along, yet still miles away Implodingly on this stuffy stream A line of crimson archers Shooting at this heartache scheme A shaking distraught, all too shook over All to the sounds of unpleasantries It's making my heart rush, as to break over With cinematic shot possibilities You say I'm yours to love forever The need eternally You keep in hopes of ending never With face to face possibilities
30.
Succubus 02:43
Bleed me dry Talk with your colored eyes Soft green hair flows down Autumn leaves fall to the ground Cold wind blows Sing with your frosted eyes In frozen ground I lay Cast in your charm; you hold me in your arms [Ayeee] I can't remember anything [Ayeee] I remember nothing, but you Leave me, don't say a word, just go Silent with your quiet eyes, frozen on ground [Ayeee] I can't remember anything [Ayeee] I remember nothing [Ayeee] I stand there, helplessly [Ayeee] I wait...wait endlessly
31.
[instrumental]
32.
I am a pernicious man With pernicious needs And pernicious sins When will it end, these blood stained hands Which lead me on and on again I am a pernicious man With pernicious needs My pernicious sins When will it end, these blood stained hands Which lead me on and on again How many lines I've traced thus far No boundaries overstepped This fragrant wind of lust and sin The victims I have bled My repentance muted, as I'm reputed For doing as I said But what's one worth, without his word? I'd rather wind up dead A jealous rage forgotten, rounding notions I once schemed Eternity in motion to count the things which makes us bleed How many lines I traced thus far No boundaries overstepped This fragrant wind, the lust, the sin The victims I have bled My penitence muted, as I'm reputed For doing as I said But what's one's worth, without his word? I'd rather wind up dead This innocence in ignorance Takes all my cares and needs I see my faults as human, I've obtained them through my genes So many lost in my conviction My hands scarred with Christ-like affliction There's no turning back from the right direction Your life is forfeit at my discretion I am a pernicious man With pernicious needs And pernicious sins When will it end, these blood stained hands Which lead me on and on again I am a pernicious man With pernicious needs My pernicious sins When will it end, these blood stained hands Which lead me on and on again

about

I just realized last night, on the Eve of Yom Kippur, that I never done one of these. So here it is for all of you to delve into; a quarter-century collection of my music [1995-2020]. It is more or less something I just compiled together for kicks. This album has various tracks from:

...TR0LL
...Stars & Moons Pillow
...SEMINONGOD
...Hasenfang
...even a track from My Mood Most Foul
(which featured me as additional vocalist)

There is no rhyme or reason to the albums tracks, they are not in order of release, but rather a playlist which gives you a rollercoaster ride of sounds, throughout my twenty-five years of recording music. From fully mastered digital programming, to 4 track audio tapes, to glorious mono...it is all there. Take the trip as it is, horrible, decrepit, and off key. I hope you enjoy the gloomy yet cheesy ride.

~Hasenfang

NOTE: This is technically a double album. So, if you plan to download burn this onto CDs, then tracks 1-16 are the first disk, and tracks 17-32 are disk two.

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released September 17, 2021

All songs by Hasenfang, except How Many Lines I've Traced Thus Far, by My Mood Most Foul: Composed and recorded by Sydney Losstarot.

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HASENFANG Boise, Idaho

I've been writing lyrics since the late 80's and making albums since the early 90's. Now living in Boise, Idaho at the moment.

NOTE: If I purchased your album for $1, take no offense, I'm broke and I just do that to hopefully increase your site views; cause I like your tunes.

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