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Winter Walk With Me

by Hasenfang

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1.
Sour 08:58
To always ever do what's done before? Invoking up the curse of past decade horrors Once again it seems that thunderclouds roll in Conjuring the storm that builds up deep within Abilities are running farther to and fro Reserving to the wrongs of many years ago Can I hold up now or can I keep confined This crouching devil keeping me so foul and blind Holding onto tides into another's life Longing on the living, up-enthralled at strife Feeding on the forethought pounding in the dents Shaking up the sacraments and covenants Reach into the dark, a never-ceasing hold Gather fascination that stays in control Following the hallow, but calling me down To where harpies lye and siren cry; langured abound [chorus] This fabled djinn, locked deep within Overtly dim and meshed in sin Stretching high as towers I'll dig the ground, with half-fault frown To bury down this heart that's drowned, Flowering and sour Lick sweetly to the senses, all your phosphorescence Loving-lounging, disregarding consequences Fluid motion making it all fun-lit dreams While puddling inside, wound notions want to scream Ever-even fool phantasm creeping shame Both wanting in and wanting out: a fiendish game Ever-even disillusioned ticking clock Gargoyle hard incising heart and sound as rock [chorus] Daydreaming lies which splice the ties Averting eyes is no surprise While counting down the hours Bag the leaves or burn the trees? On bended knees, with wretched pleads It leads a taste so sour Such a fluke to rebuke these feelings, Worth needing; just to have you How to exorcise the beast clawing within? Lacing upon me, your touching smell Leering softened voice, I can't dispel Is holiness waning thin? (Can’t you see?)
2.
A swift blazing glance that's quite undermined Yet innuendos burst forth like rivers of wine Clunky clockwork speech make all tales tongue-tied Mixed catastrophics linked on your crystal-gem eyes A bright rainbow dream or dark coal nightmare? I cannot conceive that calm cat-like stare Is it a warning sign to stay distantly far Or a permissive want to pluck-pocket the stars From fortified beam straight to fumbling clown A thundering heart that comes thundering down Your shoulders display an arched aching in hype Though plastered in green; so rare, ravined, and ripe [chorus] Fell-far dreams yearn my heart You are near, though very far Here's to never letting you know I can't seem to let you go Anxiety crowned at where happiness dies And hearkened talk roams where haunted thoughts lye To silently hint without verbal voiced care Respond once again with that calm cat-like stare [chorus] Scent of breeze, soaked through clothes Covers you from head to toe As the banshee wails and moans I don't think to let you go [chorus] Pester-pulled, wicked pruned Maibock filled and clover strewn Though keeping well-played stoic pout gold I won't dream to let you go ...I cannot conceive that calm cat-like stare...
3.
Shall we repeat here once more? Dull feelings drown, leveled to floors Your touch again, drives through the core Hushed sensually open new doors Again you take me straight to town I soak it in all pound for pound We never passed restrictive bounds Hardly moving, it's as if we're falling down I'm looking to all this again You make my arm hairs stand on end [chorus] With gentle brushes, flicker relatively slight; Almost touchless, yet sensationally right Those somber moves that seems reserved To calming gestures, reassured And nothing more can be observed Than this closeness that ensues with you Nothing ventured, nothing gained And nothing gained is too much pain As side by side this blanket drained My powers to hold back restraint A holy hounding that's calling out To cream-colored and kitten-lounged For electric nails that run up and down I'm so content just by having you around And while we sit so ever close These feathered grazes give the most [chorus] In gentle brushes, flutters on into the night Lightly luscious, feint & softly, never trite Through bumping sleeve and gusty breeze From what you wear, to how you breathe This harmless touch, so much it means How my skin shivers for you And if you ever need my hands To make those goose-bumps comprehend I'll come to find you...
4.
Jimmy was a good boy, he dealt his job with dread While slicing zombie heads off; got his removed instead Bucky was a drunkard but shot up lycanthrope He pounded beer and bacon; they chewed his face the most [chorus] If this life is to live by, will you please tell me Why is everybody, why is everybody dead? If we're so blessed at stalking, then Why is everybody, why is everyone so dead? Ronnie was a gamer, he knew just what to do But when it came to real life, that wraith ripped him in two Tammy was a sadist, vamp killing was not fake But when she got too cocky, they all beat her with her stakes [chorus] If we have smarts and savvy, tell me Why is everybody, why is everybody dead? If we got candor and cunning, then Why is everybody, why is everyone so dead?
5.
Moose 04:19
It's been thirty-six straight hours and I'm still talking to you Restless upon the airwaves and I haven't got a clue Tongue tied teasing torture makes its way as we engage Slightly, as our eyes contact, I read you like a page [chorus] And I don't know where it's wise to start But my chest feels like it is tearing apart And this growth is lumping inside my heart And I just want to be, I just want to be your moose Talk of fabrication when there's nothing left to hide With lofty compromising to be by your teeny side Squeezing waistline squishy cuddles softly like marshmallows Eager upon light laid air rest parts and huffing pillows [chorus] And I don't want to lead you astray And I surely don't want to misbehave But my feelings have bloomed and they're here to stay I just want to be, I just want to be your moose Coming on to you; my uselessness with your controls Ripping out the wires that keep you complete and whole Chomping, always romping, at the eagerness to please Constricting my dry lungs which you intentionally seize [chorus] To reach for things which I should not strive Notch upon my belt at what's been deprived Yet the yearning keeps me online to thrive And I just want to be, I just want to be your... All washed out over washed up tide And my goal is gone through that lure in snide This is all just quackery suicide And I just want to be, I just want to be your... I just want to be, I just want to be your... I just want to be, I just want to be your...
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[Instrumental]
7.
Cloves 05:07
A torn and bleak echo exemplify The pondering on memory over partial time The years now clamp in twisted trials by Your tribulation stretching out from console light These voiceless screams ringing the veins inside & How the demons reign when the temptation is high A trailing down to rather close your eyes For than to lift then up and offer lacking guise You want to take her by the hands Desires come with dire plans This bitterness in motion; A fluke infatuation [chorus] Vision vices grope upon your functions Which soon mope you into webs of the weaver Restless whispers speak: Condemning voices as you sleep You try to dull them all, but you need her A sacred oath would die to keep those bound-locked chains! And still you'd strike a clove to greet that haunting day You're a ridged ghoul, posing a statue stance Though pumping neon blood watching her club floor dance Your spoken words are spoken all alone To walls of silent, sturdy, scratched-up, solid stone To key in the code as to unlock the prize Ask are her feelings the same, which she's entombed inside To take away this pain or take away this plight A daze of finer times, to times dressed up in white Plea for release to snowflake sky To let her loose as ravens fly Here winter holds you colder That frosty friend-forgetter [chorus] Jolt upon your soul a rushing blaze Of drowning senses as your world starts to teeter A listless gaze retorts you in the mirror & Yet you'd crawl one hundred miles just to feel her This lust-filled longing lie that ties the noose in place And still you'd strike a clove to win that night embrace
8.
Ghost 03:37
Frozen breath across the air Holding tight, yet without a care I so regret; Still to disapprove Have you ever loved a scar that you can't remove? Night winds call from stars above Yet never reaching us upon thereof Wishful thinking, water dropping coins Saddened partings will soon be rejoined [chorus] Faithfully flail gone, every time, on cue And still I can't escape the ghost of you If all the lies and everything that's true Yet here I can't escape the ghost of you You sit close, hand reach away A whitened shroud your skin like clay Though warmth in rays, that sultry guise At holding in all those tearful cries [chorus] A reaching out, caressing cheeks so hue Oh how I can't escape the ghost of you Return a loathsome scraping misconstrue To know I can't escape the ghost of you A praise in strength, in all for where it's due I mean, I can't escape the ghost of you From cheerful high down to lowest blue It seems I can't escape the ghost of you
9.
Cakewalk 03:00
Every time you take those steps to walk out of my door I get the same response to daily life as I have had before The gusty winds of ice, the sappy pine; the winter holds me dim To all the lonesome walks and solo talks before you entered in [chorus] The drawn out time in late replies The wine and button mashing (why not today) So short in mingling, always going away (do come and play) But if I formed right verve in what to say (what a cakewalk) Oh, how I'd ask you to stay We're both dancing fine in rhythm time To pixel stretching arms You hold out fanciful, intransigent, Electric blue in charm You mold in tandem to those ribbons, shoes, Bracelets that calm the cold A list of twenty teas, torn fishnet knees, Those memories untold [chorus] The calling chime in missed replies The fights and monster mashing (why not today) So quick in leaving, always farther away (do come and play) But if I schemed right words at how I sway (what a cakewalk) Oh, how I'd beg you stay
10.
You tightened my screws, locked on so pleasantly All around this old rusty heart Holding firm to programmed conscious feel A beauty view that’s so spiced and tart While I listen to all formal phonics strewn From your quaintly organic gird A verbal sublime, like ringing bell toll chimes Mixed sweet and chirping; soft as the birds I’ll speak words contrary to my coded binary I’ll speak truth that speaks of you Building renown by turning me all around I was bedazzled as i pursued [chorus] Can’t you see? Won’t you believe? This breathless chest now takes a heave Into the world which you are conjuring Reveling with sheer delights As you take me up to soaring heights In air as fresh as rain time in the spring Bubbling under words you use Yet never finding one excuse Your fingers intertwining all of mine This I know and shall surmise When every being says their goodbyes And all earthly thing return to dust again I’ll still crave you You’re pointing out views on me so patiently Which enclose this old rusty heart Halting the pause and hasting rabid pulse-paced A beauty view staunch as sculptured art While I’m loading love tunes up under bright yellow moon In hopes that you have never ever heard I’ll still swallow deep down, that call to make me shout out Straight to your drawn lips; soft as the birds [chorus] Can’t you see? won’t you believe? I yearn to court you precious things And hand them all to you with no remorse From small atoms which dance ballet To galaxies which show display All radiance all bowing to your call I want to give you charms and cheese I want to give you diamond rings I want to give you everything and more In all the wonders which give us surprise And show shine in your fleshy eyes When whatever else this world can grant is gone, I’ll still crave you I'm sorry if I freaked you With these feelings long over-due Cause all my cords and codes lead me astray You know, if I give doubt, while booting out, Just take my tinny hand O' Golden Kraut, I spy, That you would lead the way
11.
[Instrumental]
12.
Sawing Logs 04:17
You hardly ever answer, or hardly ever stay All I have is my foresight, all I have you forgave Guess this what happens to me, when dreams have come undone When I'm sawing logs My lucid vision warning; this shadow shape of you The red light, screaming, flashing; yet cool as morning dew This doppleganger’s calling to whisk me far away Ethereal crass fog My pupils can't contract you, feelings are just the same Is this from sky blue heaven? Or hellish burning plain? I guess I’ll find my answer upon this reaching out As I take your hand [chorus] And day-oh! Thus picturing such beauty played No altered like could lead astray No majesty could take away And woah! The primed pull is at hand to make you mine That hasty run right out of time A light that's so endearing? Or lie that’s so ablaze? This shocking skin scratch rakes me all over body baked To view the framed fall meaning That gleam in artist stroke; You’re the rising sun [chorus] And day-oh! Thus picturing such beauty fade No altered lie could lead astray No majesty could take away And woah! The primed pull is at hand to make you mine That hasty run right out of time
13.
Bodytemple 05:40
“Are you coming with me?” A quietus sigh, broken by fractured shy Your body, Temple, is a treasure to be dreamed Whirling, twirling, so empowered at yearning The yellow so brightly as the pink knots entwining Your body, Temple, is a treasure to be dreamed Hold down control, again you make me whole With your bone-moon skin and soul [chorus] You know how to stitch bliss bright (Soft with light) Oh! I fall from the start You know how to do it right (Twirl it tight) Oh! You braid up my heart “Will you allow me to breathe?” A twisted flair of sun-blind gorgon hair Your body, Temple, on the silky milk white screen Pearling, swirling, inside butterflies churning Red-orange in so deeply as blue hue so defining Your body, Temple, on the silky milk white screen (Your body, Temple)
14.
Twisted shaped, contorted mess, Upon my vices; fueled distress Another wreaking selfishness, Imparting ways of uselessness To break the tame, the un-tuned harp, This bitterness is razor sharp My toil, it seems, now comes apart: Anxieties of a frozen heart Tossing, turning upon the bed, This clamminess upon my head Must check another unsent note, Must view another pic to gloat Must bite the tip of hindered tongue, Must dream another song unsung Impure knavery end to start: Anxieties of a frozen heart [chorus] And I don’t want to feel the pain The nightly thoughts, the days which drain Yet here I still welcome it in With gladdened warmth; a warmth of sin The softened thrill at rainbow’s end Suck in your scent, I can’t defend This shapeless void; It’s all pretend That’s where you will be The fire to quench is burning! In my skin, it’s scorching for your win I am your Nightgaunt, twilit winged; Play with you, squeeze you, haunt you, sing! I’ll swallow down, lost morale gained With foolish form, seduction reigns Anxieties of a frozen heart is here to stay
15.
Snow 05:36
Middle of the forest ground You aged right under Christmas sound Your voice is bright and soft and white as snow Floating breath upon the air The frosty teal in our warm flair Shimmering prime is everywhere you go [chorus] I know that it is cold And I know there’s warmth inside But those flakes fall slowly down And that gaze is none to hide So I really need to ask you: "Will you walk with me out in the snow?" Will you walk, will you walk, Will you walk out in the snow? Symphony of colored lights Encompass you, though I feel plight This saddened heart has not seen you in snow Strawberry cheeks blush your face A belt around your torso graced Your posture, as night winter breezes blow [chorus] I know that there’s fright Of the chill and ice abound I will wrap you in my arms Hear that crunching footstep sound All the gloaming in its charm I will keep you safe from harm Every time that you are near I draw urges to mystique Into sheet white blanket fall And to gray skies full and bleak So I really need to ask you: "Will you walk with me out in the snow?" Will you walk, will you walk, Will you walk out in the snow?
16.
Absinthe 04:19
Hark the words upon my skin The fabled fairy crawls within I'll pour another stinging dose Into my body so morose Mixing deep this toxic art Infusing and shall never part Out through foul memories so unkind Erasing you out of my mind [chorus] Time! Feel so close, pulled far away It’s just another game we play Lies! Shaking all foundations down And we shall fall to pieces Dreaming back to floating days Sunken now in emerald haze Sugar-cubed and watered down And wearing through; you're musty gowned Spirits rise with howling winds Sprawling out and so unhinged Wormwood wracking beating veins Shackled hard in anise chains [chorus] Slide! Gliding down, deeper in bounds This agony simply surrounds Hide! Harrowing these foolish flames Now locked inside forever
17.
Hold 03:53
My love, take care Know that words are quite unfair Replacing all emotions with the spoken verse Is alchemy i use to rid the rapid curse All the outer rants of rage are for getting cured All the feeling which I mend are the ones unheard My one, my dear Knowing truth and knowing fear Together we conquer all the tides and times And to suffer both together all the twine that binds All the tallies of the rallies and aching hearts Neither longing or dissolving shall tear up apart (and you know) [chorus] I will hold you, hold you all our days...
18.
Fellow friend, you feel it too? Can I keep my eyes off you? I’m falling down and I’m falling through. I trip out to your stars anew A trembling chance to take it in. So ever close. so close, but dim I’m holding out, but hold you near. The more I sponge, the more I fear [chorus] You can’t pluck out the longing Which calls you to feed And you can’t hide from the want That chose where you bleed When the walls are soaked through With Eros carnal sin It’s a call that drags you down And it sucks you in This grip upon me Is one I cannot seize For these rose-tinted glasses Are my disease It chants out sullen poems To that hunger thug That black heart Cupid; Dark wonder drug Dearest friend, you sense it too? Can I keep my touch from you? All train of thought makes strength so sore, But craves to give it More and more and more... (You black heart Cupid; dark wonder drug)

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Hasenfang's 7th Solo Album

WARNING: Best listened to with some hefty, ear-encompassing headphones.

The "painful" album. This LP was almost three years in the making. It was painful for an onslaught of reasons:

*Little to no equipment (my first "sound generated" album).
*Working a 72-hour shift.
*Software kept crapping out on me.
*Microphone to M-Box was crackly; bad reception.
*Switched jobs, then switched jobs, then switched jobs, then switched jobs.
*Was out of cash in between all these Cali jobs, which gives two sh*ts about their employee.
*Engineer crapped out on me; smoking pot was obviously more important.
*He also erased much of my many takes, leaving me to work with only one or two tracks...and crappy ones, at that.
*He also recorded my vocals too peaked and they came out choppy on some songs. I did not know this till I started to just mix my own stuff.
*First Mastering dude never listened to what I needed. Made "fuzzy", over tweaked, popping sound.
*Second Mastering dude decided to follow suit.
*Third Mastering dude, decided to not even read my instructions.
*Much of the tracks will now sound poppy, muffled, over-peaked and just all around low budget.
*Violet was born; which is not a bad thing; very awesome, actually. Just less time to finish album.
*Had to mix and master myself in the end, through nothing but headphones. Yeah, you heard me: HEADPHONES!

So, after finally just getting this album done on my own, I have completed Winter Walk With Me...about a half year later, past the scheduled release date. Regardless, it is St. Nicholas Day and I thought it was an appropriate time to release this digital album.

NOTE: This is a VERY themed album. In fact, I think it is safe to say, a "singularity". For as random as some of the tracks may seem; they are all related. This is a very synth-pop and shoe-gaze styled album. Sort of like Ween meet Depeche Mode. So, be sure to click on the lyrics to read, as they may be hard to understand with all the effects. Merry Christmas all, and, in the fashion of my old duo TR0LL, I give you the garage band, low grade version of my newest album. Enjoy.

credits

released December 6, 2015

Words: 2015 Hasenmusik
Written, recorded and
produced by Michael Hasenfang
Recorded & mixed by Michael Hasenfang
@ Sir Hooting Studio - Redding, CA &
by Nick Chud @ Sourflesh - Redding, CA
Music generations by Musicshake.com &
MAGIX Music Maker 2015

Additional musicians:
Nick Chud: backing vocals, synths
Eric Hasenfang: lead guitar
Additional Mastering by Regacy

Special thanks to: My wife Elizabeth, Mom, Dad, Eric Hasenfang, Gobbie, Carrie Hasenfang, Rebecca Getzinger, Nick Chud, Charlene Pearson, Jennifer Rittman, Jon Berlinghoff, Kathleen Kosiec, Michael Burton, Phyllisia Kimbrough, Marco, Randy Sheehan, Regacy, Sooper Dooper, Kickstarter, Indeigogo, Magix Music Maker, Musicshake, Custom Ink, UPrinting...and, of course, God.

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HASENFANG Boise, Idaho

I've been writing lyrics since the late 80's and making albums since the early 90's. Now living in Boise, Idaho at the moment.

NOTE: If I purchased your album for $1, take no offense, I'm broke and I just do that to hopefully increase your site views; cause I like your tunes.

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